No masturbating from this point onwards

Sexual Reboot Forum No masturbating from this point onwards

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  • #885

    Deon

    – Day 20

    Feels like I’m on speed. Filled in a 10 hour shift at work, I have a screwed up back and I’m suffering insanely.

    I hate my life, spend the whole day talking to beautiful attractive wome and I can only get far as a conversation and flirting and CAN’T make a move because of SE/POIS, makes me feel small and low, sometimes suicidal.

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    #886

    Dante

    FAILED

    Could not sleep last night, had to release, ended up ejaculating three times.

    back to day 0

    #887

    Horacio

    Maybe you arent set back that far. 3 times in 20 days is a huge success. So i doublt it’ll put you exactly to where you were 21 days ago.

    Just don’t get discouraged, and depressed about doing it and think “i might as well just do it some more”.

    heck, you might do good if you target doing it once in 20 days. good start at least

    the fact that you had a well enough libido and urge to do it is pretty good by itself i suppose.

    #888

    Rhett

    blank

    You’re right, I have to think positively, 3-4 orgasms in a row a year ago would have left me fighting for my life, today I’m just slightly symptomatic.

    The amount of cum that came up the first round was insane, pump after pump after pump till the last drop.

    Since I had a powerful orgasm(s) things should return to normal quite quickly.

    #889

    Blake

    – Day 1

    Usual crap to deal with today, fatigue, back pain, brainfog, memory and cognition loss, feel a lot less muscular too.

    Just going to try and waste the day, so time can run it’s course for healing.

    -NEW CHALLENGE-

    Go 5 weeks without watching porn and masturbating also keep arousal levels minimal so I can ‘recover’

    Out of SE/POIS I always use my time wisely, I’m hoping I can turn myself into dating material after 1-2 more rounds of these challenges

    #890

    Hector

    sex, sex, sex…

    Thats all thats running through my mind, had to relieve once againg, fml

    #891

    Bernardo

    – Day 2

    I’ve been going through depression and suicidal feelings for some time now, they are heavily exacerbated in this state.

    Feels like I lost a months progress, I feel very sick today and down with the usual SE/POIS symptoms

    What a great life.

    #892

    Jack

    green

    this is so sad to see. You were doing all the right things. You were one of the few people on here who has a chance. and now your wasting your time doing this stupid shit.

    Leave abstainin for when you have fixed everyhting. SO far you have fixed only one thing.

    You still have thyroid, adrenals, neurotransmitters…..all of which are 99 percent causing your symptoms

    #893

    Edgardo

    this is so sad to see. You were doing all the right things. You were one of the few people on here who has a chance. and now your wasting your time doing this stupid shit.

    Leave abstainin for when you have fixed everyhting. SO far you have fixed only one thing.

    You still have thyroid, adrenals, neurotransmitters…..all of which are 99 percent causing your symptoms

    It’s pathetic. I just had a 4x cortisol and ACTH stim test and thyroid function test, everything is in optimum range. My neurotrasmitters must be near perfect too, considering I’ve been dosing on 5-HTP, L-Carintine, Tyrosine, Glutamine for years, and I take test and HCG.

    I have morning erections, premature ejaculation only occurs when I’ve not masturbated for a while.

    I think I’m looking at this the wrong way, it’s autoimmune. I’m going to request an IGe blood test when I’m well >4 weeks of not masturbating and 2 days after ejaculating a lot.

    There is no other way around it, I HAVE to abscond from any sexual activity, from now till the end of summer, otherwise I’ll get so pissed off, I’ll end up putting a bullet through my head. All these years I’ve been getting by and building a life, by abstaining and working hard, I physically cannot do anything for atleast 5 days after ejaculating and start picking up the peices after about 2 weeks. Sitting here looking back at things I realise how much of a mess my life really is, I only get about 1 week of wellbeing per month, that’s not really enough to build a life or a career, on top of that, thanks to this illness and not being able to keep up with a social life, I have no close friends anymore, I don’t sleep without pills and have a painkiller addiction, life sucks.

    #894

    Parker

    green

    wont ur body reduce T production if you are on TRT?????

    #895

    Rudolf

    wont ur body reduce T production if you are on TRT?????

    My LH/FSH were just under 1 u/l so there is some natural production, but quite hampered.

    #896

    Jeramy

    Day – 3

    I’m shaking all over, muscle tremors, noticible loss in muscle mass and vascularity, loud sounds and bright light hurts, physically.

    Since immediately after ejaculating I’ve been getting very very strong depression and suicidal panic attacks along with restlessness. I have lost my sleep altogether and cannot sleep without pills Zopiclone or Nytol, etc…

    Supressing sex drive for survival is a difficult thing to do, we live in a society obsessed with sex, to have no part of it makes me feel small and weak, methaphorically and literely.

    I just feel like a failure, where everyone around me is healty and living their lives I have this crap to deal with, it’s tough as F*ck.

    #897

    August

    Day – 4

    I need mental help, I’m struggling emphatically with suicide, haven’t attempted in years, but I just feel so low, lonely and weak.

    #898

    Stacey

    green…if masturbation hurts you that bad you need to stop thinking of doing it again. till you find whats the reason of this fallback after you ejaculate you need to keep things under control .

    wish you all the best

    #899

    Major

    green

    go out with your friends……..i mean anywhere…u cant suicide….think of what this will do to our confidence…our faith in healing is because we dont let negative shit come in our head….

    #900

    Jeffrey

    All my life I’ve been playing this game, Abstain get ‘better’ or just well enough to function and live like other people, then I ejaculate and it’s all over, I’ve been through too many of these cycles, I just want to give up, but I won’t becuase I’ll hurt those around me.

    #901

    Stanley

    go out with your friends……..i mean anywhere…u cant suicide….think of what this will do to our confidence…our faith in healing is because we dont let negative shit come in our head….

    I have no real friends, there is no-one in my phone book that I can ring up, call and talk to. I’ve heard family members have been scheming behind my back, telling my parents I’m a lazy F*ck, it’s all my head, I need to get out of the house and stop being such a pussy, I’ve cut off contact, I don’t need my extended family members, they always come running back to me for something in the end anyways.

    #902

    Sydney

    green

    go out with your friends……..i mean anywhere…u cant suicide….think of what this will do to our confidence…our faith in healing is because we dont let negative shit come in our head….

    I have no real friends, there is no-one in my phone book that I can ring up, call and talk to. I’ve heard family members have been scheming behind my back, telling my parents I’m a lazy F*ck, it’s all my head, I need to get out of the house and stop being such a pussy, I’ve cut off contact, I don’t need my extended family members, they always come running back to me for something in the end anyways.

    well then i guess u r like me……but suicide is not an option seriously…..

    #903

    Coleman

    damn green that shit sucks.

    Ya, it fucking hurts. Hurts so fucking bad.

    This shit really is an addiction, and they will discover it years from now with the rise of internet pornography like they did with cigarettes. Theyll probably even come up with drugs to help fight the addiction. But for now we gotta take care of this on our own.

    you were making such an improvement, what brought you down exactly?

    #904

    Aurelio

    green

    this is so sad to see. You were doing all the right things. You were one of the few people on here who has a chance. and now your wasting your time doing this stupid shit.

    Leave abstainin for when you have fixed everyhting. SO far you have fixed only one thing.

    You still have thyroid, adrenals, neurotransmitters…..all of which are 99 percent causing your symptoms

    It’s pathetic. I just had a 4x cortisol and ACTH stim test and thyroid function test, everything is in optimum range. My neurotrasmitters must be near perfect too, considering I’ve been dosing on 5-HTP, L-Carintine, Tyrosine, Glutamine for years, and I take test and HCG.

    I have morning erections, premature ejaculation only occurs when I’ve not masturbated for a while.

    I think I’m looking at this the wrong way, it’s autoimmune. I’m going to request an IGe blood test when I’m well >4 weeks of not masturbating and 2 days after ejaculating a lot.

    There is no other way around it, I HAVE to abscond from any sexual activity, from now till the end of summer, otherwise I’ll get so pissed off, I’ll end up putting a bullet through my head. All these years I’ve been getting by and building a life, by abstaining and working hard, I physically cannot do anything for atleast 5 days after ejaculating and start picking up the peices after about 2 weeks. Sitting here looking back at things I realise how much of a mess my life really is, I only get about 1 week of wellbeing per month, that’s not really enough to build a life or a career, on top of that, thanks to this illness and not being able to keep up with a social life, I have no close friends anymore, I don’t sleep without pills and have a painkiller addiction, life sucks.

    Im glad your adrenal and thyroid hormones were good. Did you get all the important tests run? I just want to be sure.

    You sould never assume your neurotransmitters are good Green, You have SE which is primarily a nervous system disorder. It really wouldnt hurt for you to run some neuro ttests.

    You have all the same symptoms as me with the exception of better premature ejaculation control from what you say.

    If it turns out that your neuros are fine then good for you at least you know but I think you have already proved that this endless abstainin is gettin you nowhere.

    #905

    Everette

    how are you feeling lately Green?

    #906

    Reuben

    blank

    Extremely depressed.

    I think I’m running down my thyroid hormones with high free test.

    Back to abstaining, today is day 3 and feeling awful, but much better than I would be on test a year ago.

    #907

    Stuart

    green

    Extremely depressed.

    I think I’m running down my thyroid hormones with high free test.

    Back to abstaining, today is day 3 and feeling awful, but much better than I would be on test a year ago.

    hey green. r u on trt?

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